When I was a JW I knew the answer for everything and now it is so much fun
to learn, to discover new things. For me no personal God, I deal with it, It's a fact of life.
Look at the bright side, you no longer have to worry about eternal punishment. You live
your life as it is and not relay on some imagined afterlife. You live by the rules that is
set by society because you want to respect yourself, religions have been the most
immoral forces in human history.
And where is GOD? They say that when you die you become closer to God. You damn right
you do, because you no longer exist.